“There is love in me the likes of which you’ve never seen. There is rage in me the likes of which should never escape.”— Mary Shelley, Frankenstein (via henrydear)
so I told my tinder match that I rather want to focus on myself and it really seems to be the wrong time to date bc he is so sweet and we had some great honest convos. he said that he doesn’t actually mind that my mental health isn’t the best right now and that I don’t need to worry about dating etc. the way he responded is actual the “ideal” response I wished someone would say to me. it’s actually really nice but I wasn’t prepared for his response at all. one of my biggest fears is that I’ll make someone go through troubles because of my identity and emotions in general. but I guess maybe there are people out there who don’t mind those troubles.
My goal was always to make others happy and it’s nothing wrong with that, but what have I realised is that I have to be happy first
Me, calculating the age difference between me and a celebrity as if THAT is the biggest obstacle in our hypothetical relationship: yeah okay this could work
